You try to pretend you're a strong, tough girl who doesn't suffer. But the truth is, you are sensitive. You are fragile. You're weak.
You collapse in front of a phone, you cry for the ending of a drama, you don't sleep at night because your thoughts don't allow it, you listen to songs to feel less alone.
You want to pretend you don't feel emotions, but the truth is that you melt into a hug, you need constant reassurance, you are afraid of being left alone, and you need to feel protected. When you walk down the street, always keep your face down so you don't get noticed. Often you freeze, stare into emptiness and feel part of it. You are always afraid to disturb, you never look for others for fear of annoying. You don't ask for help because you are proud, others must think that you are fine, but you are not well. Pretend you have indestructible armor, because if others really knew you, they would destroy you with a simple word.